so close and yet so far

only more exam and a few hours before i go home.
once i go home i won't see any of my friends until possibly sunday
unless i make it to kevin's baptism somehow
then i won't see my church friends until after the 26th.
i know for sure i will see friends on the 22nd
and i look forward to that.

listening to music right now.
slow music, worship, fast, happy music.
and yet it makes me feel so lonely
(not alone, lonely)
sitting in rez, there are people a floor above and a 2 floors below
there are people a few minutes south, and tons more the same distance northeast.
yet i sit here alone, typing online rather than showering and studying for that
one last exam that keeps me from going home