quand je suis malade,
mon nez pleut comme demain n'arriverait jamais
une pression pousse contre ma tete de tout coins
je tousse jusqu'à ce que je ne peux pas respirer.
et tout ce que je veux, c'est dormir
it's something i struggle with everyday. reaching the point of being able to let go, and fully trust that my life is in His hands. it's a journey i must adventure each day, starting from the bottom up. i frequently forget that this life is not my own; and i constantly learn that each day is a gift, and He can give, and take away.
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Monday, November 09, 2009
Quotes from P-Loo's Nov 8, 2009 sermon
So yesterday's "Language and Intimacy" sermon was pretty interesting. Pastor Loo talked about how it was through language that we develop intimacy. For example, when you name something, you are somehow drawn closer to it (i.e. "that is a bunch of dogs" vs. "that is a labrador, that is a poodle, that is a labradoodle") Because you assign them different names to differentiate them, you are paying more attention to each one individually. (see Genesis 2: 19-20 - where Adam names the animals)
John 1:14 The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. It is only through relationships with others that we can be truly human. (God made woman of man, to make man a suitable helper - we are meant to be community-based, rather than individual-oriented).
Anyway, I'm sure a missed a lot of points that puts this all into context, but I leave you with these three quotes that I really liked:
"If there were no God, there would be no atheists." - G.K. Chesterton
"There is a God-shaped vacuum in the heart of every man, and only God can fill it. " - Blaise Pascal
"The young man who rings the bell at the brothel is unconsciously looking for God." - Bruce Marshall, 1945
John 1:14 The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. It is only through relationships with others that we can be truly human. (God made woman of man, to make man a suitable helper - we are meant to be community-based, rather than individual-oriented).
Anyway, I'm sure a missed a lot of points that puts this all into context, but I leave you with these three quotes that I really liked:
"If there were no God, there would be no atheists." - G.K. Chesterton
"There is a God-shaped vacuum in the heart of every man, and only God can fill it. " - Blaise Pascal
"The young man who rings the bell at the brothel is unconsciously looking for God." - Bruce Marshall, 1945
Saturday, October 17, 2009
count your blessings
... but don't put all your eggs in one basket
so the first 2 days of work at 1941 have gone pretty well. yesterday was exciting. not only was it store grand opening, but I made a ridiculous amount of sales, possibly more than all my sales put together at my last retail job. unfortunately there were instances where i was not very please with the behaviour of my co-workers. hopefully this will sort itself out in the weeks to come. which brings me to my next point.
today. while canvassing for CFS, i discovered that a store at Masonville has been waiting for me to come back because they want to offer me a permanent position with them. a month ago, i would have jumped at this opportunity because i've been working at it for a year. today, it is a struggle to make a decision because of 1941. and thus begins the dilemma:
today. while canvassing for CFS, i discovered that a store at Masonville has been waiting for me to come back because they want to offer me a permanent position with them. a month ago, i would have jumped at this opportunity because i've been working at it for a year. today, it is a struggle to make a decision because of 1941. and thus begins the dilemma:
- 1941 is an awesome job; it's fun, it looks good, good potential pay, good potential benefits.
- LVER: the manager, assistant and one of the associates already like me and want me to work with them
- 1941: probation period of 90 days. a store opening pretty much guarantees cuts. can't tell who is going to get cut. everyone is hard working, and no one has slacked yet. everyone is pretty on par so far.
- LVER: this is a guaranteed permanent position.
There is God.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
namesake.
i should be thankful.
but to be completely honest,
i am so
s c a r e dbut to be completely honest,
i am so
l'ecole- so far so good. nothing to worry about, just need to muster up the motivation to complete assignments on time (to keep to a schedule, work ahead of time instead of cramming) and to stay on top of readings.
CFS - i FINALLY got a position within the team. i've been working to find a way to get in on this whole operation since first year, and finally (in what should have been my last year) i have found my outlet. i'm hoping that it'll be everything i dreamed it to be and more than i expected. i'm super excited and looking forward to every last bit of it.
1941 - i got a job with a company that i am not very familiar with. i have no history with this brand, and yet there is something about me that the manager found so to hire me. what is this thing? i am not sure. i have to discover this and exploit it. i need to learn the tricks of the trade. finesse my sale skills. establish lasting relationships..
but what if this doesn't last?
what if it gets taken away?
let go.
let God.
what if it gets taken away?
let go.
let God.
easier said than done.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Cinderelly, Cinderelly
so it seems like my life it pulling itself together. school's alright (so far). just got a job. going to retreat. meeting frosh. made friends at summer camp. captain-ing ultimate. looks like things are going good. it's like "i have a purpose", as cliche as that sounds. i have a flexible schedule with enough time to get everything done comfortably. yet, as odd as it sounds, i feel a l o n e .
i know that i probably don't make enough effort to keep in touch with a lot of people, but i thought that having a core group of people would be Enough. that there was some sort of hierarchy of friendship and that i had figured mine out. but i think, i've let some people slide into the shadows.
for the past two days as i was cleaning the house, it as invigorating, the feeling of getting rid of the clutter and having a bare floor to show. it doesn't make a room empty, but presentable; clean, but with just enough flare to brighten it up.
i've realized that when i procrastinate, I tend to think, and then i cope by cleaning. so perhaps, instead of just cleaning up the physical mess that lies before me, I should tackle the wreck within instead of moving the piles from one place to another.
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maybe i'm too hard on myself. (i've heard that many times). despite all the accomplishments i've made for myself, i still feel that it's not enough. Enough for what? i'm not sure. but perhaps the problem lies in the sentence itself. maybe all my accomplishments were not for me, but for other people. to prove that i am capable, to prove that i am strong, to prove that i am w o r t h y.
when i think of the things that i've done, they've all been pretty awesome experiences. some things, none of my friends have done before. and at the time, i was pretty psyched about them, internally. that's one problem: i don't express my feelings outwardly. not nearly enough. sometimes what i do let out, doesn't come across as appreciative. i give off an air of nonchalance. as if i don't really care about it, cuz it's no big deal. people have done greater things. and honestly, people have. but i think the issue is, that it seems to other people, that i take things for granted (and maybe i do) and i need to fix that.
i fill my plate with all these things to do, these things to get done; goals, projects, events. i don't know how i balance it, i just get things done. and then i get this feeling of being overwhelmed, that nobody is helping, that i have to do things alone, because help just isn't good enough. i need to let go, need to stop holding on to things, and just let things happen. i can't control the world, i can only control myself.
i know that i probably don't make enough effort to keep in touch with a lot of people, but i thought that having a core group of people would be Enough. that there was some sort of hierarchy of friendship and that i had figured mine out. but i think, i've let some people slide into the shadows.
for the past two days as i was cleaning the house, it as invigorating, the feeling of getting rid of the clutter and having a bare floor to show. it doesn't make a room empty, but presentable; clean, but with just enough flare to brighten it up.
i've realized that when i procrastinate, I tend to think, and then i cope by cleaning. so perhaps, instead of just cleaning up the physical mess that lies before me, I should tackle the wreck within instead of moving the piles from one place to another.
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maybe i'm too hard on myself. (i've heard that many times). despite all the accomplishments i've made for myself, i still feel that it's not enough. Enough for what? i'm not sure. but perhaps the problem lies in the sentence itself. maybe all my accomplishments were not for me, but for other people. to prove that i am capable, to prove that i am strong, to prove that i am w o r t h y.
when i think of the things that i've done, they've all been pretty awesome experiences. some things, none of my friends have done before. and at the time, i was pretty psyched about them, internally. that's one problem: i don't express my feelings outwardly. not nearly enough. sometimes what i do let out, doesn't come across as appreciative. i give off an air of nonchalance. as if i don't really care about it, cuz it's no big deal. people have done greater things. and honestly, people have. but i think the issue is, that it seems to other people, that i take things for granted (and maybe i do) and i need to fix that.
i fill my plate with all these things to do, these things to get done; goals, projects, events. i don't know how i balance it, i just get things done. and then i get this feeling of being overwhelmed, that nobody is helping, that i have to do things alone, because help just isn't good enough. i need to let go, need to stop holding on to things, and just let things happen. i can't control the world, i can only control myself.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
still Better(ing) The World
Hey Reader,
It is now the month of July. People are still joining Better The World to help raise awareness and funds for various causes worldwide just by surfing the web!
It's been a while since I've written, but since then I won the Better The World's May Contest (which was a MacBook Pro) and Better The World has donated textbooks to a classroom in Africa on my behalf through the care of Lewa Education Program.
I strongly encourage everybody to join Better The World, download the sidebar, recruit friends and starting playing their part in bettering the world together :)
Click here to get started:
It is now the month of July. People are still joining Better The World to help raise awareness and funds for various causes worldwide just by surfing the web!
It's been a while since I've written, but since then I won the Better The World's May Contest (which was a MacBook Pro) and Better The World has donated textbooks to a classroom in Africa on my behalf through the care of Lewa Education Program.
I strongly encourage everybody to join Better The World, download the sidebar, recruit friends and starting playing their part in bettering the world together :)
Click here to get started:
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Better The World
Dear Reader,
You may or may not have already gotten emails regarding this, but please check this out.
Better the World lets you raise money for charity just by surfing the web; you get to choose the cause that you want to support, they give you these simple actions to take, and that's it!
This site was started by my friend's cousin. So don't worry, it's legit =P
http://www.bettertheworld.com?refid=1238634387860728&reftype=user&refpref=0
You may or may not have already gotten emails regarding this, but please check this out.
Better the World lets you raise money for charity just by surfing the web; you get to choose the cause that you want to support, they give you these simple actions to take, and that's it!
This site was started by my friend's cousin. So don't worry, it's legit =P
http://www.bettertheworld.com?
Friday, April 17, 2009
trust. hope. faith.
God will provide sufficient counsellors for HYPE
God's plan for my future is far better than i could ever imagine
i can continue to be faithful and not doubt
Love will prevail
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i know they need a leader, but i am weak and tired. i am afraid that i can only do more harm than good. an unwilling heart is poisonous. i must have faith that He will provide when there is need. but at the same time, we cannot sit back and wait for Him to work. we must do part and He will do His. what is my part?
i know i want to be a part of the group. i want to feel accomplished. i want to be able to say that i've done it. i know i can do a great job. i will be dedicated to the cause. i need the feeling of knowing i am wanted. and yet i overlook all the things i have done. i toss them to the wayside in pursuit of this goal. perhaps i have lost my way. what are my reasonings? what is my motivation? why have i made Your people less significant than the lost?
i know i wasn't meant to be external. i've accepted that fact. the first time, i thought it was because i wasn't ready. the second time, i knew it simply wasn't meant to be. but i trust. that things will work according to His plan.
God's plan for my future is far better than i could ever imagine
i can continue to be faithful and not doubt
Love will prevail
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i know they need a leader, but i am weak and tired. i am afraid that i can only do more harm than good. an unwilling heart is poisonous. i must have faith that He will provide when there is need. but at the same time, we cannot sit back and wait for Him to work. we must do part and He will do His. what is my part?
i know i want to be a part of the group. i want to feel accomplished. i want to be able to say that i've done it. i know i can do a great job. i will be dedicated to the cause. i need the feeling of knowing i am wanted. and yet i overlook all the things i have done. i toss them to the wayside in pursuit of this goal. perhaps i have lost my way. what are my reasonings? what is my motivation? why have i made Your people less significant than the lost?
i know i wasn't meant to be external. i've accepted that fact. the first time, i thought it was because i wasn't ready. the second time, i knew it simply wasn't meant to be. but i trust. that things will work according to His plan.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
a time to rejoice
so. this weekend. was quite teh awesome:
thurs, apr 9 - acf banquet
fri, apr 10 - summit sports day
sat, apr 11 - food
sun, apr 12 - food cont'd
a time to grow
although it was an unwanted reminder that this year's grads will be leaving next year, banquet was more importantly, a time to remember all the amazing times we've shared. the cries, the laughs, the stupidity, the fun, the suck, the awesome. not quite specific events, but i'm sure there are several moments that you could attribute to each description. i thoroughly enjoyed the men's cell women appreciation video. also the new exec video was very touching, and funny. but obviously the highlight of the night was the 3rd year presentation =P mwahahahha.. in all seriousness, without the people i met and have grown to love in acf, i would not be able to be the person i am today. (as cheesy and generic and predictable as all this may sound). i have been changed for good. i love acf <3
a time to play
soooftball, frisbee AND football. simultaneously.. sort of. it was fun. but now i'm sore. well not right now as i'm typing (cuz i've gotten better now) but pretty much the rest of the weekend and yesterday i was walking around with a sore upper back and right arm. danng gotta work on that softball swing. lost it =( but lately, been doing some pretty good practice for next fall's frisbee season!!! rawr rawr!! we're gonna owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnnnn =D yay exercise ~!
oh and we can't forget dinner at 51-7 (yummm, thanks girls =D) and gendered-charades and mafia to 4:30am!!! fun times~!
a time to plant
today was a day to eat with people. lunch to meet joe's aunt (who is quite cool). and post-dinner with shirley and enoch. <3 i love food.
also, was my first official "study in the library" day of my third year undergraduate career.
a time to laugh
we (university crew of LCAC) had lunch at Asia Gourmet. it was nice. i love food. we played contact. i've noticed, that every time we (generic) play contact, there is one person who just doesn't seem to grasp what is really going on the entire time and just can't seem to follow the rules...
we (tiff, kchow and i) had dinner at the Fungs'. Easter dinner tradition!??!?!?! yummmm. (did i mention i love food?) we explored Vince's room (teehee) and bonded with/helped Victor babysit little kids from church. oh, and tiff and i laughed.. A LOT... XD
and that was my Easter weekend. =)
Thank You, Jesus =D
thurs, apr 9 - acf banquet
fri, apr 10 - summit sports day
sat, apr 11 - food
sun, apr 12 - food cont'd
a time to grow
although it was an unwanted reminder that this year's grads will be leaving next year, banquet was more importantly, a time to remember all the amazing times we've shared. the cries, the laughs, the stupidity, the fun, the suck, the awesome. not quite specific events, but i'm sure there are several moments that you could attribute to each description. i thoroughly enjoyed the men's cell women appreciation video. also the new exec video was very touching, and funny. but obviously the highlight of the night was the 3rd year presentation =P mwahahahha.. in all seriousness, without the people i met and have grown to love in acf, i would not be able to be the person i am today. (as cheesy and generic and predictable as all this may sound). i have been changed for good. i love acf <3
a time to play
soooftball, frisbee AND football. simultaneously.. sort of. it was fun. but now i'm sore. well not right now as i'm typing (cuz i've gotten better now) but pretty much the rest of the weekend and yesterday i was walking around with a sore upper back and right arm. danng gotta work on that softball swing. lost it =( but lately, been doing some pretty good practice for next fall's frisbee season!!! rawr rawr!! we're gonna owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnnnn =D yay exercise ~!
oh and we can't forget dinner at 51-7 (yummm, thanks girls =D) and gendered-charades and mafia to 4:30am!!! fun times~!
a time to plant
today was a day to eat with people. lunch to meet joe's aunt (who is quite cool). and post-dinner with shirley and enoch. <3 i love food.
also, was my first official "study in the library" day of my third year undergraduate career.
a time to laugh
we (university crew of LCAC) had lunch at Asia Gourmet. it was nice. i love food. we played contact. i've noticed, that every time we (generic) play contact, there is one person who just doesn't seem to grasp what is really going on the entire time and just can't seem to follow the rules...
we (tiff, kchow and i) had dinner at the Fungs'. Easter dinner tradition!??!?!?! yummmm. (did i mention i love food?) we explored Vince's room (teehee) and bonded with/helped Victor babysit little kids from church. oh, and tiff and i laughed.. A LOT... XD
and that was my Easter weekend. =)
Thank You, Jesus =D
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
unfinished
i've decided, i'm going to put it out there. this year i've been holding so many things in, because i didn't want people to know how i really felt. i wanted to be able to handle things calmly. i wanted to not raise any issues. just smooth sailing. but the reality is, holding things in made things worse. perhaps formed some grudges which i'm honestly trying really hard to let go of. but saturday reminded me that i really haven't and there's still a little bit of me under the influence of negativity.
i'm afraid of rejection.
i take it too personally.
When I really want something, you probably won't hear me talk about it much. If it REALLY means something important to me, you'll probably think I could care less about it based on any conversations we might have. I'll talk about it as if it's no big deal, brush it off like it's insignificant. But in reality, it means more than I dare express. Because if I express the desire, and it is taken away from me, I will fall.
I've realized that recently, I have developed way too many "mini-grudges" against a lot of different things/people. Not because you personally have wronged me, but my past experience with "your group" or similar people has led me to be weary of my interaction with you. I have become skeptical and reserved, or outwardly express negative feelings. But deep down inside, I'm trying to fight off the hurt while these wounds heal.
today, i was thinking about auditioning for Western Mustangs Dance Pack. So I went home and researched what was required for the audition. I don't have jazz shoes, and I dunno how well of a dance I can choreograph in a few days. But it's kind of discouraging, that I won't have the imagined life I might have lived this coming school year if I had some how made the dance pack. It would be different for sure. I think I'm still stuck in this "exploring" stage where I'm asking a lot of "What if"s and not actually doing anything about it to find out what would happen.
I think I just want some sort of significant change in my life. To break out of this routine. Because honestly, it has become just that. I'm not sure if my heart's in it anymore.
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i'm afraid to dream
because they might be shattered
sometimes, it becomes overwhelming, not talking about what i really want. sometimes i feel that i should keep it to myself, because if i talk about it, it seems as if I am trying to implant ideas into people's minds. or that i'm trying too hard, or that i'm trying to use connections. sometimes, i'm even more afraid to try when I know that I have connections not because i'm afraid of "Getting in using my connections" but because they will be harsher, stricter, more judgmental, hold higher standards, because they don't want it to be "a connections thing".
often, i fall to expectations. a lot of the time, it's an expectation i made up. I do things, because I think it is expected of me, that if I didn't do it someone would look down on me. that if i didn't do anything about it, i would be acting selfishly, and that i would be disappointing someone. a lot of this time, this is the dominating thought in my mind. and therefore, as the people-pleaser that i am deep on the inside, i throw my wants out the window to meet the expectations of others that i have created. at the end of the day, i am upset, tired, and disappointed in myself.
i'm afraid to have my heart broken
i'm afraid of rejection.
i take it too personally.
When I really want something, you probably won't hear me talk about it much. If it REALLY means something important to me, you'll probably think I could care less about it based on any conversations we might have. I'll talk about it as if it's no big deal, brush it off like it's insignificant. But in reality, it means more than I dare express. Because if I express the desire, and it is taken away from me, I will fall.
I've realized that recently, I have developed way too many "mini-grudges" against a lot of different things/people. Not because you personally have wronged me, but my past experience with "your group" or similar people has led me to be weary of my interaction with you. I have become skeptical and reserved, or outwardly express negative feelings. But deep down inside, I'm trying to fight off the hurt while these wounds heal.
today, i was thinking about auditioning for Western Mustangs Dance Pack. So I went home and researched what was required for the audition. I don't have jazz shoes, and I dunno how well of a dance I can choreograph in a few days. But it's kind of discouraging, that I won't have the imagined life I might have lived this coming school year if I had some how made the dance pack. It would be different for sure. I think I'm still stuck in this "exploring" stage where I'm asking a lot of "What if"s and not actually doing anything about it to find out what would happen.
I think I just want some sort of significant change in my life. To break out of this routine. Because honestly, it has become just that. I'm not sure if my heart's in it anymore.
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i'm afraid to dream
because they might be shattered
sometimes, it becomes overwhelming, not talking about what i really want. sometimes i feel that i should keep it to myself, because if i talk about it, it seems as if I am trying to implant ideas into people's minds. or that i'm trying too hard, or that i'm trying to use connections. sometimes, i'm even more afraid to try when I know that I have connections not because i'm afraid of "Getting in using my connections" but because they will be harsher, stricter, more judgmental, hold higher standards, because they don't want it to be "a connections thing".
often, i fall to expectations. a lot of the time, it's an expectation i made up. I do things, because I think it is expected of me, that if I didn't do it someone would look down on me. that if i didn't do anything about it, i would be acting selfishly, and that i would be disappointing someone. a lot of this time, this is the dominating thought in my mind. and therefore, as the people-pleaser that i am deep on the inside, i throw my wants out the window to meet the expectations of others that i have created. at the end of the day, i am upset, tired, and disappointed in myself.
i'm afraid to have my heart broken
Monday, February 16, 2009
there can be miracles
so. it's family day. should probably be in sauga, with the fam, but as usual, I'm not. I'm in London.
so what do I do? The usual, watch some videos, creep some photos, write some messages, oh facebook. In front of me lies my essay stuff. "I should get started soon," is what I've been saying for the past few hours.
So I wanted to say. Looking through photos, I realized that God has worked in so many people's lives, whether they've noticed it or not. Big events, small things we overlook and take for granted.
KChow's gone home, so I'm alone in the house now, not that it feels lonely or anything, but it emphasizes how much I appreciate the company of my housemates. Whether we're whispering to each other late at night trying not to wake the others, or yelling crazy things in the living room/upstairs/around the house/out the windows, talking to each other on IM even though we're in the same house, or simply being in the same house together, in our own separate rooms, but knowing that they're around.
Looking through photo comments, I remember the good times and am reminded of the friendships that distance can not diminish. Those in Toronto, Waterloo, Sauga, elsewhere. I know I don't make enough effort to go see them, or to keep in contact with them, and I'm sorry, especially to the people from high school. But, that makes me appreciate even more the moments we do have together, when we finally are all in the same place, even for a few hours.
Speaking of high school, I remember certain things happening, that were tragic, that were totally out of our control, of moments where we completely helpless and there was nothing for us to do, but pray. I remember the impact it made on the lives of others. Maybe not to the extent of their personal experience, but the ripple effect of the events that affected many more lives. God was there, and I see it now.
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I want to put up my pictures now.
so what do I do? The usual, watch some videos, creep some photos, write some messages, oh facebook. In front of me lies my essay stuff. "I should get started soon," is what I've been saying for the past few hours.
So I wanted to say. Looking through photos, I realized that God has worked in so many people's lives, whether they've noticed it or not. Big events, small things we overlook and take for granted.
KChow's gone home, so I'm alone in the house now, not that it feels lonely or anything, but it emphasizes how much I appreciate the company of my housemates. Whether we're whispering to each other late at night trying not to wake the others, or yelling crazy things in the living room/upstairs/around the house/out the windows, talking to each other on IM even though we're in the same house, or simply being in the same house together, in our own separate rooms, but knowing that they're around.
Looking through photo comments, I remember the good times and am reminded of the friendships that distance can not diminish. Those in Toronto, Waterloo, Sauga, elsewhere. I know I don't make enough effort to go see them, or to keep in contact with them, and I'm sorry, especially to the people from high school. But, that makes me appreciate even more the moments we do have together, when we finally are all in the same place, even for a few hours.
Speaking of high school, I remember certain things happening, that were tragic, that were totally out of our control, of moments where we completely helpless and there was nothing for us to do, but pray. I remember the impact it made on the lives of others. Maybe not to the extent of their personal experience, but the ripple effect of the events that affected many more lives. God was there, and I see it now.
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I want to put up my pictures now.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
when you believe
so. I have calculated that even if my mother hadn't given me money, I would have been able to make rent. Why? Because God does provide.
balance at beginning of Jan = $59.61
textbook sales = $100
money saved at home = $40
government grant = $150
compensation for psych study = $40
money in wallet = $35
total= $424.61 <-- rent + $29.61
albeit it wouldn't be enough money for me to pay the last month of rent... but hopefully something would've figured itself out by then
balance at beginning of Jan = $59.61
textbook sales = $100
money saved at home = $40
government grant = $150
compensation for psych study = $40
money in wallet = $35
total= $424.61 <-- rent + $29.61
albeit it wouldn't be enough money for me to pay the last month of rent... but hopefully something would've figured itself out by then
Thursday, January 08, 2009
taste the rainbow
so i've finally gotten around to blogging. several things.
A) Class - 4 new classes this semester. 3 criminology, 1 online psych. I've got a somewhat valley girl, potty mouth (not really quite sure how to describe her), an ADHD francophone on Red Rave, and an opinionated visible minority sociology PhD. Seems like a fun time. Now to keep on top of things. February is my busiest month. No life for me.
B) Motivations - so far, still on a major job hunt. heart has not been lost yet. praying that it stays this way at least until I find a steady form of income. Also praying that I'll stay motivated for school, ESPECIALLY in that brutal month of February.
C) $$$ - There have been several inquiries about textbooks I have up for sale, however none have confirmed wanting to purchase them. I'm hoping they do.
D) Game Plan - Man Jason. Have you ever watched this movie before? Why would you buy it? The longer part of the movie is horrible. It isn't until they play the "loving father/no long self-centred" card that the "tear jerker" card reaches its full potential. All in all, WTF were you thinking when you bought this movie, Jason?
(edit - 11:11pm)
C) both textbooks have been confirmed. I am getting money TOMORROW!!!! PTL!!PTL!!PTL!!
A) Class - 4 new classes this semester. 3 criminology, 1 online psych. I've got a somewhat valley girl, potty mouth (not really quite sure how to describe her), an ADHD francophone on Red Rave, and an opinionated visible minority sociology PhD. Seems like a fun time. Now to keep on top of things. February is my busiest month. No life for me.
B) Motivations - so far, still on a major job hunt. heart has not been lost yet. praying that it stays this way at least until I find a steady form of income. Also praying that I'll stay motivated for school, ESPECIALLY in that brutal month of February.
C) $$$ - There have been several inquiries about textbooks I have up for sale, however none have confirmed wanting to purchase them. I'm hoping they do.
D) Game Plan - Man Jason. Have you ever watched this movie before? Why would you buy it? The longer part of the movie is horrible. It isn't until they play the "loving father/no long self-centred" card that the "tear jerker" card reaches its full potential. All in all, WTF were you thinking when you bought this movie, Jason?
(edit - 11:11pm)
C) both textbooks have been confirmed. I am getting money TOMORROW!!!! PTL!!PTL!!PTL!!
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