namesake.

i should be thankful.
but to be completely honest,
i am so

s c a r e d

l'ecole- so far so good. nothing to worry about, just need to muster up the motivation to complete assignments on time (to keep to a schedule, work ahead of time instead of cramming) and to stay on top of readings.

CFS - i FINALLY got a position within the team. i've been working to find a way to get in on this whole operation since first year, and finally (in what should have been my last year) i have found my outlet. i'm hoping that it'll be everything i dreamed it to be and more than i expected. i'm super excited and looking forward to every last bit of it.

1941 - i got a job with a company that i am not very familiar with. i have no history with this brand, and yet there is something about me that the manager found so to hire me. what is this thing? i am not sure. i have to discover this and exploit it. i need to learn the tricks of the trade. finesse my sale skills. establish lasting relationships..

but what if this doesn't last?
what if it gets taken away?

let go.
let God.

easier said than done.