Deny your weakness, and you will never realize God's strength inyou.
-- Joni Eareckson Tada

i'm 95% sure that reserves is not the right thing at the moment.

in about 30 minutes i'll have more feedback about the second thing on my mind.

(edit - Dec 5, 11:01am)
reading enoch's latest post has produced some sparks within me again. i'm not sure if it will develop into a full fledged fire, or if these spark will wither into embers. before i kept saying "i reallt want to try this out, what's the harm?" yet filled with a certain doubt towards agreeing completely. filling out forms, and still unsure. so i made a statement. i don't take back the statement, but now it looks like it may change. keep you posted.

decision 2: waiting for it to be official. when will i find out? i'm not entirely sure.